What even!! I am dying, she is so gorgeous and perfect and I adore here. That just made my life. I mean I don’t see it but okay!
We keep poisoning ourselves with thoughts.6 word story (via psych-facts)
I need to sleep, because I need to get up at 4:30 tomorrow. But my brain won’t shut off and laying in bed isn’t getting me anywhere. But if I get up and read or journal I’ll get wrapped up in that and never sleep.
Feeling incredibly triggered and guilty and honestly worried.
But I am also mildly pleased with myself. I know that’s my ED but oh lord. I just want to hold on to that.
I’m sorry I’m so negative. I’m sorry I’m struggling so much. The truth is recovery isn’t even on my agenda and I’m just trying to get by day-to-day, in the most minimal way possible.
I feel safe like this.
Tea tastes like the soul of the earth(via honeycoyote)
The worst part about anything that’s self destructive is that it’s so intimate. You become so close with your addictions and illnesses that leaving them behind is like killing the part of yourself that taught you how to survive.L.L (via balancingstatesofmind)